I DON’T WANT TO BE // A PROLOGUE TO HISTORY


The end is nigh

My thesis is due one week from today.  I have an art history exam on Thursday and a take-home final due for the same class one Tuesday, when my thesis is due.  I will also have a film(s) response due for my anthropology class on sex-selective abortions.  It’s almost over.

Something else that is already over is ER.  Andrea and I posted extensively about this on Facebook and then Jimmy was a douche about it.  Anyways, it was kind of bittersweet.  There was no season end “big bad” or super exciting cliffhanger, but rather just a closing of plot ends and then, “life goes on.”

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New York Magazine’s Culture Vulture pretty much summarises how I felt about it, except that I kept on watching it all the way through. (more…)



Two somethings

(I’m not just a silly girl who looks at dresses online all day, you know…)

Thesis-wise, the research goes well but the writing does not.  I really need to put more Jess into it.  I’m sure I’d made competent analyses of Orientalist representations of Muslims through the 2006-2008 academic years (a professor even nominated me for a prize – something related to the government of Pakistan, I’d find out a couple months later), but somehow my heart just isn’t in it now.  Maybe I should go back to those essays.  Was it Bernard Shapiro who opposed thesis-writing for undergrads?  Thanks for trying, I guess.

If I get to live out my hypothetical dream summer in Europe, I think I’d like to come back by freighter.  I didn’t think it was something that was very possible for ordinary passengers these days given the rise of commercial air travel, but apparently it can happen (though it’s rather expensive).  I remember my Pullman talking about his voyages between Commonwealth nations as a child (both his father and stepfather were in the RAF) and really appreciating the vast expanse of the Earth, traveling by ship rather than by plane:

I was too young to remember much of our first sea voyages to and from Africa, but I remember a lot about the voyage to Australia. This was in the 1950s, when it was still more common to travel by sea than by air, and how grateful I am to have lived at a time when, if you made a long journey, you travelled on the surface of the earth. One thing we’ve lost with air travel is a sense of how large the world is, and how various. Five miles up in a jumbo jet, what can you see? The in-flight movie, that’s what you can see. But aboard ship the world was close, and all our senses knew it.

I’d like to know it some time.



Winter
11 December 2008, 820 PM
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This weekend, it became winter all of the sudden… later than usual, but still before the official start date for winter (which really means nothing now in the context of climate change, I think). I was working on my essay on Red Crag the whole time, freaking out because I don’t really do literature, wanting to do well because I like my professor and I’d feel bad not trying hard (I tried hard). Saturday night’s wind was terrible, I think I damaged the cartilage. Sunday night was running up and down the stairs of McLennan bugging Verena (I’m glad I had a friend to freak out with). Monday, I handed it in. By the end, I felt like I’d developed something worthwhile in my head, though I’m not entirely sure it made it to paper. Also, I hate writing conclusions. Since then, I’ve been done finals, and thinking about my thesis. I meet my professor tomorrow and I’m going to try to write something up tonight to send for her to read before we meet. I took a look at my original proposal and my thought processes have gone so far from it in the last month and a half. The last I read made me think about gender, but the entire semester’s had me thinking about “Modernity” and notions of development… and stuff.

Monday I go home. I’m tired, I can’t write anything else vaguely worthwhile right now.  I think I just meant to say that campus and McGill College are pretty this time of year.  I took photos of the lights and the icy trees on the way home even though my hands should’ve been gloved and thrust in pockets or under arms searching for warmth.  Also, my favourite director and his son are writing a film together- I think that’s nice.

Also, I like this dress:

D&G Dolce & Gabbana floral organza dress

[745 USD]



Fall Collection
13 August 2008, 1038 PM
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Dresses I like but can’t afford: (more…)



他们喜欢看我这样做: Cutest ad this time around

I didn’t know Bombardier did planes, but I did know they were busy getting contracts in China. On top of supplying cars for the Beijing, Shanghai, and Guangzhou metros, Bombardier also supplied the cars for the Qingzang railway, a.k.a. the Lhasa Express (which is iffy-sketch). Leaving for later the list of reasons why the PRC is sketch, I think it’s cool that a Canadian company is getting these contracts abroad (although it’s a little lame that municipal and regional governments in Canada can’t make proportionate investments in their own public transportation and rail infrastructure). This guy in my grad class last year, Sebastien, and I were talking about Canada-in-China, and he said that there was strong Quebec involvement in developing Chinese infrastructure – less so in the rest of Canada because other provinces focus more on secondary and tertiary industries (not that Toronto isn’t getting its foot in the door at all). I also think it’s good that the company has remained close to where it was founded. I realise that supply and demand and profits and sales and economic changes move businesses around, but bugs me that the Hudson’s Bay Company is now American operation.

On another note, I’m enjoying the gymnastics competitions. I was so happy for the Chinese men’s team when they won the gold but for the women’s team competition I was rooting for the American girls. While the Chinese women were probably more technically perfect (young?), I thought the American team was more into it – especially for the floor routines. Nastia Liukin was amazing and now I find myself looking up Очи чёрные (Dark Eyes) and video. I felt horrible for Alicia Sacramone when she fell though.

I apologize for the lack proper sentences in this post.

I’m still waiting for my own country to medal.